Waking up at 5am and feeling the
unmistakable weight of a stocking loaded down with presents by your toes. Jumping out of bed and running into your
parents room to empty the stocking and rip the paper off - silly string,
chocolate oranges, party poppers, a DVD, a book, a water pistol to chase your
brother around the house with. Realising
that your allowed to eat as much chocolate as you want BEFORE breakfast!
Getting downstairs to find a roast gammon for
breakfast, eggs, fresh home-made bread and your favourite juice on the table
already. Spotting the huge pile of
presents under the tree and knowing it'll take you all afternoon to open them,
build them and learn how to use them.
These are my memories of Christmas morning
as a child.
Christmas was full of expectations
fulfilled and beauty realised. That was
then.
I still have these same expectations. I still delight to be surprised. I still try
to get excited about chocolate before breakfast, but the truth is I want a cup
of tea and anyway I'm trying to lose 2 stone before the cricket season
starts...
As I've grown up I got closer to the
very heart of Christmas. I now know what
it takes to put together a stocking for a small child (and a wife). I now know what it takes to prepare a
Christmas meal, to load a car up and drive across the country and I even know
why my dad didn't let me drink his whiskey!
So now Christmas is full of expectations moderated
by experience and beauty analysed and dissected.
I’ll be honest; Christmas has lost some of
its luster. My great hopes for it have
been diminished and my ecstatic enjoyment has been tempered to something close
to cold mechanics.
Here’s the irony:
This is exactly why Christmas exists at
all. It exists precisely because our
great hopes for life have been diminished and our ecstatic enjoyment of life
has been reduced to mechanics.
Jesus came precisely so that we can have ‘life
and life to the full’. He knows our lives are full of diminished expectations and things we've 'got to do'. He came to
restore hope. He came to raise our
expectations through the stratosphere and he promises to meet them.
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